***~~~!!!I'm Not Emo!!!~~~***

I had the best night. i think i ruined amber's relationship with sierra though. i took a joke to far. oh well though not like it matters. they'll make up and go back out..just like me and sydney....so oh well....well other then that i talked to shandi today which was fun....its funni how easy it is to break up a relationship that everyone thought was gr8..guess there not as perfect as they thought huh?

I haven't updated this n a while..so i thought that i wuld..i havent been doing much of nething...right now im up cuz i cant sleep...arg...dont u hate hours like that..i took sleeping pills but..they dont seem to have knocked me out yet....i'm watching sum stupid late nite show....listening to music and talking to dummy..dude gets on my nerves..seriously...ugh....talks to much...he's on my last nerve right now..im so close to blocking the dudes its not funni..well i'm off here for now...

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This is an awesome blog that i ran across..

okay people....no more hating on my page nor shandi's page. that's non-sence you don't even know us and your pre-judging us. by the way marley thanks for what you said makes me see just how much a friend is suppose to be. i guess pretty much i've lost all my friends. well fuck em. cause i don't care anymore. like i said for all those who EVER doubted me.....

FUCK EM!!

Another day another lost as they say. Most days it's not worth the waking tears or the shining breath of the morning. Today is one of those days. Remind you not that i don't care what it is that you say about me. I do not care anymore. Like it ever mattered in the first place. I mean if that's what you have to do to make yourself feel better then all the power to you. Doesn't even phase me a bit anymore. Good day all.

stupid ass gay fucking chick flicks i swear. if they don't get off this tv soon i'm going to go nuts. that's all my sister has been watching and it's driving me insane. she just continuously puts them in and puts them in. it pisses me off cause they are all so fucking gay. they're for douche ass people who dream of living in everyone elses shoes. fucking gay queer movies.

well yeah that's it...

WooHoo! Party of the century tonight. And I'm invited. =] Yee-Haw!! I can't fucking wait to go. I'm counting down the hours and minutes lol. Tonight is going to fucking rock. And imma make sure i have a blast. I'm going to get drunk off my ass and walk where ever i want. =]...I'm just not allowed to have sex at this party. Which i trust myself with not having sex. Cause i haven't in a year. Own choice not to either. Well for now....IM GONE HOES!!!!

ROCK ON

So i feel like i'm losing my best friend. I just finally got to feeling like i'm not going to lose my girlfriend. Now i'm feeling like i'm losing my best friend. I really don't want to lose either of them. It seems either way i look i'm going to lose one. I'd be lost if i lost either of them. I mean i love them both. I don't want to lose them. Then I feel like i'm losing Meghan too. We're not as tight as we used to be. I guess, i'm not really sure. I'm losing everyone i know.....i think it's my own fault. ='[

Men Fall In Love Faster Then Women

In a case study it was determined that men do fall in love with women faster. It is determined that the male hormones for love are higher in men then in women. Guys fall in love after just three good dates. A man is attracted right away to any girl in his vision that looks beautiful to him. So if you thought it was women that fell in love faster than men you were incorrect. Of couse, a man can easily forget he is in love with a woman and easily fall in love with another, as women always remember and never give up on that love. They try to make it work no matter how hard it hurts them in the end. So if you want a guy. The easiest way to get him is to have him entertained enough for three dates. Have him see you as the wonderful person you are and don't be afraid to have a good time around him.

I wrote all of this word for word. Surprisingy, eh? I had to get up early this morning due to the fact that i get the pleasure of watching the baby. Lucky me, huh? Right now, the president is on talking about some Andy guy. Lol. God i don't like Bush. Eh, oh well i guess. Everyone gets fucked some way in life. I wish i could be as stupid as our president and get tied up on big words. Oh wait, ha. ha. i do! Well this is enough for today!

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Bridge
SideWalk
In A Car On A Car Lot That We Don't Own
Empire State Building (lmao)
At The Hospital In A Wheel Chair